haiz... i dont know how come i'm like that.... super fickle and sometimes super out of point!

today... i have so many people out partying asking me to join them but NooOo~ look at where i am now... still home! buncha friends going to zouk, another at SOS, group at devil's bar and lastly even New asia.... man i thought i would at least join one of them but i'm still bumming at home watching tv... ( ASS right?)

Ok i dont think i'll be coming back home tonight.... definitely will leave home before 12 get the last bus to town and have some fun. Suppose to meet someone at 2 to watch movie.... then book into camp tomorrow morning in time for my duty. ( yes officer also have to go back on a sunday... ) tentatively thats the plan.... hope that works out. Damn really feel like kicking myself for not getting outta house earlier.... shouldnt i be partying now?!!!!

Channel 62 is really some hardcore chinese movie channel. Quite entertaining at times. Sigh you know the movies that always touche my soft spots are love stories about some mortal guy and some ghost/alien/out-of-this-world/computer/spirit girl and cos of the distinct boundaries guarding each of the physical world such love cannot truly exist. ( the Jap movies are esp good at this ) On about movies i caught 50 first dates, an entertaining movie that is given a 4-stars by my standards. However i find that kind of love almost impossible in this world. *cynical laugh* Anyways i have a theory on this: If a girl plays/is hard to get, it's challenging and exciting and even rewarding at times but when she plays/is too hard to get.........well for me it's "bye babe!" *hintz*

On my theory: Girls comment? GUYS??